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Spiritual Awakening

I am sure everyone on this planet can recall where he or she was and what he or she was doing when you heard the announced that Michael Jackson had passed away. I know I can. I was in shock, but nothing like so many others. The following morning, I woke up at 4:30 am and I was in tears for hours, on June 26, 2010, I had to teach a class and it was extremely hard.

Since Michael Jackson’s passing, there is not a day that goes by when Michael Jackson comes into my life one way or another, and I do mean every day. At first, I could not understand why, recently, I have come to understand. In a past reading, I found out that he and I had a past life together and he is part of my monad. What does this mean? He is part of my spiritual linage. My soul is mourning. As an indigo forerunner, I can tell you that Michael was truly and Indigo Forerunner in every way.

I was never a huge fan, I like so many, I grew up with the Jackson 5, however, I never purchased a record. Wow, if we recall how songs were sold as 45 records, can you recall what they where like. But, as I stated, I never did go crazy for them.

My husband Ray and I have been to numerous concerts, We saw Prince 3 times, Genesis 3 times, Billy Joel, the Cars, Styx, Priest the list goes on and on. How I wish I had gone today.

In 1993, Michael was accused of child molestation and again, in 2005 and was put on trial in 2005. I am so glad I did not get caught up in the mass media, what I see today is a prosecutor that was determined to put Michael Jackson in Jail no matter what; along with greedy parents in both cases, I have to say again, I am so glad I did not. I am an intuitive, when I went within, I felt that he was innocent, perhaps that’s why I did not get sucked in.

In watching all of the shows, I found out that the case in 1993, were the child claimed to have seen Michael’s penis, the pictures did not match up with the child’s statement. And the father was recorded in stating that he was going to bring Michael Jackson down. He was after money.

The 2005, he was proven innocent, however, I believe that the case killed Michael inside. Looking at his face while he walked out, you could see that he died during the trial. For the mother and the father of 1993 and in the 2005 case, if you ever read this, “You should be ashamed of yourself, both of you.”

For the past several months, I have been guided to write an article about Michael Jackson, if you look at the traits, of an Indigo Forerunner and the symptoms of the spiritual Awakening, a spiritual counselor or spiritual adviser such as Deepak Chopra would of known that Michael was going through his Spiritual Awakening. And Michael has so many of the traits of an Indigo Forerunner and one going through the Awakening.

During the past 2 past years, I have watched so many segments and documentaries, of his life and what he was really all about, he was about giving. A person who admitted that the music came from heaven, he stated this, and had no problem doing so. I never knew that Michael was spiritual. I also found out about his Heal the world foundation and became a member of the foundation, however, with all I am hearing about the people who surrounded him and the greed not only of his father, but also of the music business, between the manager, publicist, Sony, Attorney’s, AEG and Physicians. I can only imagine how much money they are making today.

But in his heart, he was a giver and a loner, like millions of other people on this planet today. In one magazine, I was looking through, he stated, “I am the loneliest person on the planet.” A person with such a big family and whom millions if not billions of people loved. I have to say, I can relate to Michael, I also come from a big family, and growing up, I felt all alone and continue to feel alone.

Michael always felt strongly about giving to others in need, not only in the performance sense, in 1992, Michael opened The Heal the World foundation and opened up Neverland Ranch and allowed underprivileged and sick children in so they could enjoy the theme park rides. He wanted to give them a sense of hope and happiness. On a larger scale, the foundation sent millions of dollars around the globe to help poverty stricken children, children threatened by war, poverty, and disease.

He knew that the key to helping more people break free from the shekels of poverty was to give more, which was why he decided to donate his entire profits of his Dangerous world tour to the Heal the World Foundation. After performing to 3.5 million people over the course of 67 concerts, he raised over one hundred million dollars of relief. He worked tirelessly behind the scenes with charities through out the world. Before going to his many concerts, he would go to orphanages even before going to his hotel and he spent time with the children. He worked so hard to shine the light on victims of poverty.

This was particularly apparent in 1995 when he went to the Sai community in Copacapella Brazil to shoot his video “They Really Don’t Care About Us.” All though officials tried to ban the production team from filming in the Sai town of Rio de Janeiro’s, for fear images of the tour might affect tourism, again, it comes to the almighty dollar instead of showing the truth.

Michael went head to head with the bureaucratic officials, in order to show the world how some people where forced to live.

Another of interest to Michael Jackson was the poverty situation in Africa, in his words:

“There must be a global resolve that the 21st Century will bring about caring and protection of our children and above all Universal Love.”

Another issue close to Michael Jackson’s heart was HIV Aids, long before it became popular as a cause, he helped draw public attention to the disease. Particularly, with a highly profiled case involving a young boy called Ryan White, who had contracted the virus through a contaminated blood treatment. With HIV Aids still largely controversial at the time, Michael went out on a limb with the Clinton Administration and publicly pleaded with the administration to give more money to HIV Aids charities and research.

There is so much more work on his humanitarian side; he would pay for children who had cancer whose parents could not pay. Other causes, Victims in Bosnia, Stopping of chopping of tress around the world, especially in the Amazon, He reached out to people and government, Environments of degradation.

With all that this man has done, I find that when it comes to the media, they are happy to report gossip and untruth, however, when it comes to printing the truth, they don’t want to hear about it.
Here is an article that I found regarding the child molestation and the truth told by the boy himself.

Jordan Chandler father Evan Chandler committed suicide (photo)
By Clarencia Cynrae on June 27th, 2009

In early August, Chandler, a registered dentist, extracted a tooth from his son’s mouth, and was later forced to admit that he used the controversial sedative sodium Amytal during the procedure. Under the influence of the drug, Jordan alleged that Jackson had touched his penis. Experts state that the drug sodium Amytal “makes patients extremely susceptible to suggestions”

Michael Jackson made a civil suit settlement with Chandler for $22 million. Jordan Chandler refused to testify in the criminal proceedings against Jackson. The Chandler family used the money to buy properties.

The investigators looked at Michael Jackson’s nude body to check for the descriptive markings. They had to conclude Chandler’s description was not a definitive match. Was Chandler lying? The verdict after the trial vindicated Jackson. By then Chandler had changed his stance and refused to testify in the other trial on the criminal proceedings against Jackson for sexual abuse of a minor. Michael Jackson’s ordeal lasted from 1993 – May 2005. The state’s criminal trial and verdict were concluded in May 2005. Michael Jackson was declared innocent of the charges.

What am I getting at? Michael Jackson is an Indigo Forerunner who was going through his awakening. He had no problem admitting to the fact that his music was channeled and he new it.

What are the traits of an Indigo Soul?
Every trait I name is an indigo trait and Michael Jackson had every one of them. Remember these traits are more for the forerunners, although many can be applied to today’s indigo’s, but not all.

Extremely sensitive, creative, intuitive, able to multi-task, independent, intelligent, Love Unconditionally, ability to memorize what they hear, born with a knowing of “right from wrong”, appear and many become loners, seek to avoid conflict, feels as an outcast / black sheep of the family, hard to communicate, feels misunderstood, can experience intense anger.

On a spiritual sense: have the ability to feel, sense, smell or hear angels, guides and lost souls, search for soul family, ability to have out of body experiences, ability of foresight, empathic, spiritually evolved, humanitarians, peacemakers, visionaries, natural born energy healers

The traits and physical symptoms of the Awakening: depression, disease, despair, illness, body aches, anxiety, panic attacks, isolation, violent, anger, fearful, emotional outburst, crying over anything and everything, not wanting to do anything or be with anyone. Begin to relive and re-evaluate your life. Finding your life purpose, dwell over choices made in the past, a feeling of worthlessness, fluctuation in body temperature (waking up in sweats), not feeling as part of the family. At the same time you can experience feeling tired / malaise / lethargy, increased intuition, increased sensitivity to energy of others, increased empathic abilities to others feelings, waking up 3:30 in the morning or not sleeping et all, feeling a void in gut, this creates a heaviness, pressure in the middle of the chest, hard to breathe

These symptoms may come on all of a sudden and you many wonder what is happening to me, am I going crazy? You are going through the Awakening. Your energy and vibration is rising. Your DNA is changing. There is a clash between the old energy and the new energy coming in. There is a clash between what you already know to be true and the Wisdom of Truth you were born with coming in intuitively. Some may have been going through this process for a number of years, but others are just beginning. This awakening is the result of a shift between the Age of Pisces, and Age of Aquarius

Those born prior to 1970 came in with a huge wave of Indigo’s, those born 1969 and prior, there is a good chance that you are an indigo soul, 29 percent of all humanity born prior to 1969 is an indigo forerunner. If you feel an urge that you are here with a purpose, we would like to talk with you.

The Harmonic Convergence happened in July 7, 1987, since then, higher frequencies have been coming down through the stargates and onto the earth. I am finding that so many people are experiencing these very same symptoms. I am currently writing a book on the Awakening and how it can affect your life.

Michael Jackson had a Rabbi and Spiritual leader Deepak Chopra with him, why didn’t they put the two together. I wish I could have met him, just to help him understand what he was going through; perhaps he would still be here.

Michael created the Heal the World Foundation, however, I have to wonder if the attorneys of the estate and his mother are still putting financial help towards the causes that touched his heart the most; I have the Crystal Healing Foundation and Voices Around the World. I am not looking for any money, although, it could help. I know if he were still here, he would be greatly interested in what I am doing, and I do believe he would have helped financially.

I have used my own money to begin this, opening 3 web sites, traveling to lecture and teach, helping people by listening and providing crystal healing, energy healing, energy balancing, Adam Kadmon Activations, removing debris from the 7 major chakras, etc. I can offer so much, but like so many, I live pay check to pay check.

No one person can do it alone, we must all come together, we each carry a piece of the puzzle, lets put the pieces together and create a positive change. So many people have their own organization and I am not asking you to close yours down and become one with mine, we can all have our own companies, what I am saying is lets begin to work together.

He as I believe it must begin with us, so our children does not suffer the same fate. So many are labeled with add, adhd and autism. The older generation, my generation, even those still in their teens, we have all been brain washed to certain beliefs, it must stop and must begin with us. Why is it that so many people must suffer just to survive, while others can live life of glamour? What we have forgotten is that we are all equal, all the same. If I met the Pope, President, even Michael Jackson, they are no better then I am. In god’s eyes, those who help others from their heart, not only in big ways, even in small ways, will be the ones who are rewarded.

The younger generation of today elected President Obama as our current president, my age group, those from 50 – 20 years of age, I believe if we come together, we could change this world. So, I ask for your help, in whatever way you can. Yes, money, donations will help, but if you have a passion, a story to tell and want to help the planet, the children, then I ask you to help this cause.
The children, they are born innocent. They are born with unconditional love, peace, harmony, joy, a wonderment of life. God Bless Michael Jackson for keeping that inner child alive.

Can you remember those days, think about it: they live in the moment; this is how we should live. This is how our children wake up. As adults, we should wake up thinking, who can I help today, how can I create change today, where can I go or who can I talk with today and have an exciting time doing it instead of waking up with stress, fear, anger, or replaying a scenario from yesterday?

So many light workers, talk about living in the light, yet I find that so many, not all, but many live in their ego. Please, do not get me wrong; their are some who do come from their heart. However, we all need to change the way we live our life. We need to Live the Walk not just Talk the Talk!!! Just as Jesus Christ did.

Our children are not born with judgment, fear, and anger. Our children learn these emotions from the adults who surround them. They look to us for so much. As infants, they look to mommy and daddy to do it all, feed them, change them, love them when they cry and when they laugh,
Imagine if a child wakes up hearing arguing, this will create fear, anxiety, and negativity, later on in life; it becomes depression, anger, and even violence. Why do you think the shootings are happening in the schools?
Help me make this change for our future and for our children’s future, as Michael stated at the end of “This is It” video, we have 2 years to get it right, after that, the damage is reversible.

Love and Light
Lisa Bellini
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Posted on: 2011-01-08 13:57:00. Comments